Am testing out this feature .... blogging thru email...seems pretty cool if it works....!
It's definitely not a good time for me now..
So many things had been going on and I can't even cope with it, myself.
I don't even know where to start. At times, I feel things that I thought I always knew seems to just disappeared all together. I didn't know where to go on now and how to go on. I am all confuse of what I want all together and not knowing what would be the right to do anymore.
What am I doing? Where am I? How should I carry on?
I want yet I fear.
I wish but I fear I can't.
Should I?
Yet, I still feel insecure.
But, what if?
Sigh!
Someday, perhaps...
Is it here already?
Could I?
Seize the moment? And, not regret it one day, perhaps.
But, I'll never know.
What if?
Should I?
Could I?
Is it right?
I no longer knew.....
Where am I when I need me the most?
Is love the feeling of insecurity?
Is love the feeling of excitement?
Is love the feeling to appreciation?
Is love the feeling of worried of losing the other half?
Is love measurable?
Is love painful?
Is love desirable?
Is love long lasting?
Is love short live?
Is love pleasure?
Is love, lust?
Is love passionate?
Is love the feeling of aching for someone?
Is love strong?
Is love always there?
Is love about living?
Is love appears in multiple form?
Is love greed?
Is love selfish?
Is love hurtful?
Is love kind?
Is love when you know it's love?
Is love a desire?
Is love intimate?
Is love always there?
So much to do.....so little time......
I need to take a breath.
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I seriously have not enough time at all or literally no time at all. The time is just passing through me real fast. And, at times, I have no idea where my time had gone to? Did someone stole it from me? Hmmmmmmm!
It was just yester-months that I was preparing to come to New Zealand. Start a new life. Get to know new people. And, I got here and it started slow. Too slow til I was complaining. And, now....it's happening too fast. Everything's happening at the same time. I sometimes, felt that I can't cope with it anymore.
Me, family, personal issues, Uni, Assignments, Exam, Labs, Outing, the weather, theatre, friends, things I want to do, errants, groceries, plans, internet, emails, mails and lots lots more....how am I gonna cope with all these?
I'm probably going nuts already by now. Sigh!
To get all there is out of living, we must employ our time wisely, never being
in too much of a hurry to stop and sip life, but never losing our sense of the
enormous value of a minute. -Robert Updegraff
-Cheers!