It had been almost a full 2 months since I got here. But, somehow, I felt it's longer. Felt like I have been here for years. But, it does feel right. I felt I do belong.
Lots of things have change since the last few weeks. I got to stressed - Lots of things. I don't even know where to begin. Everything is happening so fast that it scares me so much right now. Yet, it felt right. I haven't been so emotional for some time now but, the last few weeks was a roller coaster for me. Changing everything I used to know and believed. I felt different now. I know I am no longer the person I thought I knew back then. But, the somehow, part of me....I'm thrilled to find myself, the part whom I have lost way back then. Yet, I know this changes would not be good coz I might end up hurting the people I love and care most.
What should I do?
How should I go on now?
Could I just run away again and avoid it all?
I don't know.
I'm lost once again and yet, I felt reborn.
Sigh! Who would understand?
Somehow, the answer is in my heart but..........................................................
I couldn't.......
My heart is aching.......
.....it hurts..............................badly.............I felt like it's being torned apart..............
How could this happened? I have no idea.......
A game of faith, fate and decision!
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**I felt like everything I once knew seems to just contradict with everything I am doing today!**
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