How I wish I Knew Back Then!

I couldn't believe how much has changed in just a few months time. I am so much more focus. I know where I am heading. I feel that I am more consistent now in my thinking.

Though, I wish I had taken this road when I was dreaming of it few years back. But, there is always the issue of "should I", "can I" and "how am I". Nontheless, I am thankful for that past few years. Probably, with all the head bumps, dead ends and sleepless nights had actually lead me here.

Quoting the late Prof. R.Pausch " Experience is what you get when you didn't get what you want", I didn't regret the last few uncertain years of my life.

I have met friends from all the places I have been and some has even become good friends. Did I lose anything? - No, in fact, I think I have met a few really good friends that might last a lifetime.

I have experienced different working environment and had different type of bosses. This had taught me how a working environment would do for the morale of the place.

Being away from home and be on my own, probably was the best choice I have made so far. Mum wasn't very encouraging towards my decision. Being the only girl, of course she want to keep me near, by her side. But, now she see that how all this have change me to who I am today. Although, I am still the strong-minded girl as before. That isn't a bad thing, right?

I have made a number of good decisions and also, a number of bad ones. But, that is how you grow. No one is born with perfection. We all have flaws. A flaw that we should all polished and one day, it will be the gem in our eyes.

I have my fair share of bumpy roads and teary days. But, it will pass. And, when you look back.; It's actually not as bad as you think it was at that point of time. From that, you will learned and it will become your harness in your life. It reminds you, of who you are, how you got here and how you will proceed from here. So, it's not always a bad thing to experience bumpy road.

Like I always say, sometimes certain things are not as complicated as it seems. You just got to see it from a different perspective, at its own time and you will understand.

See it also, in this way....certain things are taken from you but, it will soon come back to you in another form. I guess that's how the universe work. We all work in the law of attraction. The more you want something, it will go away not because you don't deserve it but to see how much you actually want it...and, when you least expectated it. It will return. Similarly, to Karma, you do something bad, it will come back to you. It will haunt you sooner or later. As for how good deeds work, need I say more?

When you are young, you tend to be really impatient. You wanted things to just happen then and there. How I wish I know this back then. But yet, if I had knew this back then, would I be here today knowing and blogging about this? I wondered?

“In this age, which believes that there is a short cut to everything, the greatest lesson to be learned is that the most difficult way is, in the long run, the easiest.” -Henry Miller