Wow! Can’t believe I am actually in Bangkok now. Waiting for my transit flight to Auckland. It’s 5:35PM now, Malaysian time and Bangkok time 1 hour earlier.
I’m all alone. My heart still hurts.
Only, Alven, Alven’s mum, Bakut and Ai Ling sent me off. But, I’m not disappointed. I know most friends have to work and it’s understandable that they can’t make it. And, probably it’s even better that they didn’t sent me off coz I seriously cried my eyes out. And, I don’t like seeing people I care, sad.
I’m really sad that I have decided to do this. I guess if Alven would have followed that it wouldn’t be too bad but now I am going all alone. A lot of people questioned my decision, even I did at times. But, I guess it’s for the best.
I have never exactly see airports as some place sad but,I do today. It’s a whole new thing to me. I used to always think airport to be one of the most wonderful and exciting place in the world. Coz, you get to fly here and there. See all kind of people and experience. But, this time, being at the airport is really sad.
I never thought I’ll be that sad and reluctant to leave. Friends called to wish me well. And, mum sent the most touching and sad messages. Sigh!! Why does it got to be like this?
Sitting here now, typing this I am actually depressed. I feel like crying already. I think I am already home sick!
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2 more hours before my flight. How am I going to survive this?
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